Because I want to…
I want to express every thing I feel whenever I think you. Now that times are harder these days, it’s best if We can appreciate more of each other. For example, I want to let you know that I LOVE YOU and ONLY YOU. YOU are the ONE I want to give my ALL to. I’ve been deciding for so long and to tell you the truth… I’ve never done better. All the hurt and pain that I have been through my whole life so far is almost coming together as if you are destined for Me. I solemnly asked for a prayer for better times and I’ve never gave up hope. I guess it’s REALLY true to that there’s a happy ending if you can endure the journey. However, it is NOT the end yet! But I WILL stick it through! My only wish was to turn back time and relive my moments, but if it wasn’t for those experiences I wouldn’t get as far as I am today. Especially with You. Everything that I say to You is true, even if it means hurting You. I criticize, I judge, I bullshit, I lie, I act immature… Sometimes I don’t even know how You put up with Me! However, you know that I wouldn’t do anything to put You through the hurt You’ve been hurt before, if not worse. The things I tell You that seems hurtful is only because I care. LITERALLY. It takes waaaaaay more guts to be able to be honest and truthful. Because at the end of the day, LOVE finds its “way” and re-creates how everything is MEANT to BE. And to be living with those “flaws” and finding a way to appreciate and love them is how I found TRUE LOVE. I’m not just saying this because I’m IN love but because mentally, I’ve grown to LEARN to LOVE. I’ve learned to accept the flaws/mistakes. I’ve learned to care more and treat You as My Own. I’ve learned to FINALLY&ACTUALLY be in love and stay stable mentally and emotionally. I WILL dedicate my LIFE including all I’ve ever dreamed of and I give You my full on HEART&SOUL. Why?! It’s not only because I love you but because I AM WILLING TO SHARE MY EVERYTHING WITH YOU. For You to be the gift of MY LIFE and THEE ANSWER TO MY PRAYERS, I am forever in debt to the MAN ABOVE for bringing US together. In return as a lover&fighter, I WILL CONTINUE TO FEEL THE WAY I FELT ABOUT YOU SINCE THE DAY I FELL FOR YOU. (shed tear) Even if the world was to come crashing down upon Us and everyone turns their back on You; I WILL BE FOREVER BY YOUR SIDE and NEVER BETRAY YOU. Only GOD knows that I truly mean this because everyday and every way that He has thrown an obstacle, We’ve managed to stick it through and still stay in love… So, all I really wanted to tell you is that I THANK GOD FOR NOT ONLY MY LIFE EVERYDAY, BUT FOR GIVING ME SOMEONE TO LOVE WITH MY EVERYTHING. Again, I want to thank You for being in MY LIFE. -11’03’10 end:@11:226 p.m
C&D est. March 24,2010.
