Why would she?
15 years that Ive been breathing in this world. She took me in and shes been taking care of me for my whole life so far. up in till now she shows her true hatred for me. do I make her that bad of a daughter? am I just a disgrace in her eyes? I may not be so innocent and i may be a bad influence towards my siblings but do she really gotta hurt me? as true as this may seem, my love for my carrier into this world is now confused and separated. these questions that I ask from now on inside my head… Will she forgive me? Will she accept me? Will she teach me? Has she seen what I have been going through just to impress her every single day? What does it take to make her proud? Am I even her claim as a daughter? She’s the only one I have left. She’s the only one that I can love more than anything in my life. Yet, she has the actual tension to hurt me? To make me bleed inside and out? To make me feel the guilt of being a mistake to her? To just hurt with those three little words that make this world become patronizing? “I HATE YOU” was the last three words that I would never want to here from my own mother.
